photo by Cody Bralts

It’s Friday.

Every day, not just Fridays, I’m trying to go more with the flow, to not be so fucking reactive, to not think so far ahead, to not scenario-generate myself to death. I think the need to do this comes from a period of deep, major uncertainty in my life many years ago - the kind of deep and major uncertainty where one wonders if one will be able to keep a roof over one’s head, eat on a regular basis, etc.

It’s wild that I’m still reacting to THAT.